~A letter to myself~

On your journey to settle down, stop yourself from doing stupid act(due to so called pure love)and prepare for future... you will experience good days and bad days. Imagine that you are on a roller coaster ride. You will have a lot of ups and downs, but when the ride comes to its final stop, you will feel an inner peace and you will be free.

On the days when you feel trapped, hopeless and feel like giving up, those are the days you need to fight even harder. Never give up, because TRUE GOAL is worth fighting for.there always a evil d**n voice trying to pull you into mud. Remember that those voices are only lying to you, and if you continue to listen to them, they will destroy you, burn you and turn you into ash. You are stronger than those voices and you can go against them. The more you go against them, the weaker they will become. Each time you do succeed and ignore those voices, you are another step closer to be better.

It is very important that you do seek advices and supports during your lonely, misery and painful time. No one can do this alone and it is okay to ask for listener..but never forget to pray..Allah always be with us... Many of us feel too ashamed to admit to another person that we have a love distraction. You need someone to help you deal with and come to terms with the underlying issues that are causing you to do this to yourself. It's not easy to open up to someone and talk about how you are feeling, but it is necessary.the story starts..jeng3..

I was always the type of person who kept everything to myself because I didn't want to bother anyone with my stupid,and 'ngada-ngada' problems..except one of my teacher..ho3. I still find it difficult to reveal my true feelings, but I continue to do so, because I know it's what I have to do in order to free myself from love traps. I personally feel, i have to heal the mind, before i can totally heal the feeling.Like someone said "mending the heart"..credit to HER.. Each day I continue to try my hardest to take good care of myself. I don't always succeed, but I continue trying. I know that I will probably never be success but....i am Ridhwan, give up is not familiar to me~~

nearly 4 a.m..
so Zzzzzz....
(pretending to sleep)^^

...fly again...

I realize that we could speak without talking

~there's rainbow after rainfall~

wish to be a baby

"Challenges: we all have them. The difference is how we handle our challenges. To have less stress in your life - deal with your challenges!" Catherine Pulsifer
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." Dale Carnegie

“The true measure of a man is not how he behaves in moments of comfort and convenience but how he stands at times of controversy and challenges.” Martin Luther King Jr.

“Smooth seas do not make skilful sailors.” African Proverb

“It’s not whether you get knocked down. It’s whether you get up again.” Vince Lombardi

"The block of granite which was an obstacle in the pathway of the weak becomes a stepping-stone in the pathway of the strong." Thomas Carlyle

"Never look down to test the ground before taking your next step; only he who keeps his eye fixed on the far horizon will find his right road." Dag Hammarskjold

"Keep on going and the chances are you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I have never heard of anyone stumbling on something sitting down." Charles F. Kettering

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it." Henry Ford

"The obstacles you face are... mental barriers which can be broken by adopting a more positive approach." Clarence Blasier

"Adversity causes some men to break, others to break records." William A. Ward

"Mountains cannot be surmounted except by winding paths." Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

"Check the position of your capacity gauge, before tackling any challenge as it may take more or less than you 'have'." Nifty quote contributed by William Maphoto